indie music is like sooo subversive ...

oh my little ghosts, what have i learned?

he once told me that chris from dashboard confessional must have written the song 'the best deceptions' just for me. so i listened to it today and thought about the night of the concert and how chris was even better singing live. it was sooo scene. when he sang 'best deceptions' outloud was when he had me like 'helloooo'. it was just intense and ridiculously beautiful. i sang outloud to that song with every passing second and just destroyed it in said concert. yet my friends mock me everytime the song flirts to our ears. the song to me is about relationship tragedy and an almost fractured coccyx. pray tell, is there anyone out there that can lip sing to that song word for word better than me? umm no. if yes than three fucking cheers to you.

that's right folks, it's all about me.

20 is sooo hot.